At this moment, I just feel to do this

Before my dears, I am confessing from my heart…

After being silently observing and giving chances and seeing no change in the behaviour of some people, I have blocked them from my life completely and very few partially. I may continue to do so until I learn to stay unaffected by anything or anyone. I hold certain values very strongly – like authenticity, sincerity, openness, honesty, self-responsibility, and no gossip talks about anyone. Compromising these values for anyone put me in lots of stress and I decided not to compromise these values for anyone even though they are very much dear to me. Yes, I feel much sadness in doing so, but I do so without hating anyone. I talk openly and tell them what I could not compromise and after seeing no change, I accept the person as it is without expecting a change in them. Those particular things may be right for them and they do not find anything wrong in their behaviour and may be absolutely fine with it. Let it be. I respect that. Initially, I feel pain in heart to move away, but also I do not feel to lose peace of mind, time, and energy for such behaviours and I just move away without any arguments. It’s ok you can judge me like whatever you wish to. I learnt not to care such judgements.

Even though I move away from them physically, in my heart, I hold them dear and pray for their good and sometimes think about the good memories I had with them. Thus, slowly I come out of the grief I feel by parting from them.

Now, more and more, I am enjoying solitude and silence and feels it is important to me like breathing πŸ™‚

23 thoughts on “CONFESSION

  1. Well the most important thing in life is your peace of mind…if it’s getting disturbed, you can do whatever it takes to get it back.

  2. Thank you for sharing!!.. the heart has the answers… β€œThere are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we don’t want to know but have to learn, people we can’t live without but have to let go.” ( Nancy Stephan)… πŸ™‚

    Until we meet again..
    May flowers always line your path
    and sunshine light your way,
    May songbirds serenade your
    every step along the way,
    May a rainbow run beside you
    in a sky that’s always blue,
    And may happiness fill your heart
    each day your whole life through.
    (Irish Saying)

    1. Thank you dear πŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸ’– Thanks for understanding and commenting. Blissful moments for you πŸ˜ŠπŸŒ·πŸ•Š

    1. Thanks dear πŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸ’– I realised silently moving away and letting go is better than trying to correct someone. Blissful moments for you πŸ˜ŠπŸ•ŠπŸŒ·

  3. Hi Lokesh,
    I understand what you said. With all respect, let me tell you, I like to keep my blog this way. I do not wish to reveal much about me here.

    1. Yes dear Inese πŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸ’– Thanks for understanding. I am learning now to move away from such people and use time more wisely.

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